Friday, 17 February 2017

Road2Graduate

Assalamualaikum

UiTM dah bagi SALAM!
Alhamdulillah!
Road 2 Graduate!

UiTM Puncak Alam - memories!
Thanks untuk semua lecturers Hana!
Yang mengajar even kekadang Hana 'terlelap'!
I'm not an active student, Hana diam jerr waktu Tutorial!
Buat kengkawan2, yang sudi share nota2 korang,
buat my family, selalu dengar luahan stress Hana,
kekadang tegur kesilapan Hana,
biar Hana jadi bersemangat semula
Semoga Allah swt memudahkan urusan kalian semua... Amiin.

but, masih jauh lagi perjalanan Hana...
banyak benda lagi Hana kena belajar,
realiti tak selalu indah!
dugaan, cubaan, pahit manis berjuang,
lumrah kehidupan...

stay strong and berusaha!
fighting!!
ganbatte!!!

Saturday, 4 February 2017

I AM SORRY

Assalamualaikum,

ano sa.... hurmmm, what's up? hahaha...
I bet everyone are doing fine, alhamdulillah...
ok, this time i think i want to write something
that relates with my attitude, maybe... hurmmmm...

first of all, yup, I have FB's account , Insta's account,
Twitter's account and whatsapp..
and of course, there are a lot of friends...
alhamdulillah, they are accepting my request... 
to be friend with them, and
yup, most of them are my classmates... hehheehe..

what i'm gonna to write is...

I am sorry...
I am sorry,
and I am sorry...

to be saying it in front of 'all of you',
I think, it is muri desu! (i can't)
(really) hontou ni, i can't...
ah! yabai! i'm so ego! (oh no!)

but truly, I am sorry because of my friendship skills,
is not really good, ne...
despite, I am still believing i am on the true side...
hurmmm, to turn back the time,
it is impossible!
but, the truth, I am enjoying all those moments
even though i just watching all of you,
but still it is not fair, right?

I am soooo quiet,
always in my own world,
did not give good response,
sometimes I am always in moody...
yup! this is the most thing I regret...
I don't know what I need to do,
just that I hope those who feel annoyed with me,
read this post...

being friend with all of you,
it opened my eyes, a little bit
to the world and reality....

I admit that,
actually I am limiting myself in all my activities,
I did not always hang out with all of you,
I always complain regarding the food's price,
but not the taste of the food! >_<
I did not reply or chatting in the group whatsapp...
I like to be silent reader....

for me, I am still approaching others or start a conversation,
just that, in a group of people, I tend to be at the corner...
all those things had becomes a part of my attitude,
turn out to be my true behaviour...
I try to change, especially with my moody mood...
but then, this is who I am...

I want to talk more,
just that I got addicted with
Japanese band, Hey Say JUMP...
and all I know is about their songs, movies and dramas...
plus I don't really like with cosmetics, clothes and foods...
I just accept and use what I have...
and the most important, in a day,
I need to listen at least, to a song!
must!
or... I'll become mad again....

written on the cardboard: akemashite omedetou... wish for happy new year...
but then, it is just me who knows all those things,
and different people have different interest...
that is why, I just distance myself
and do what I want to do....

I always claimed I am an introvert, as i do all of that,
but then sometimes, I would be the extroverts type...
looks like I am ambivert...
hurmmm, frankly speaking....
I want to show my true self...
the one.... that is strict and firm....
the one.... that can talk freely...
the one.... that can speaks in loud voice...
the one.... that is happy-go-lucky....

but then, I don't know...
becoz seems like automatically I would change...
to be different person, with certain people....
hurmmmm....well, again....

I AM SORRY.....